I regained my consciousness, had a recall of what the office
assistant had told me. Gosh…everything seemed over. I had just lost the battle
of life, no family, no friends, no easy life, nothing! I felt my arms and legs
have no strength left…why GOD why? Why me? The FEAR OF BEING ALONE hijacked me.
At that time I realized the pain of that boy who would have
lost both his parents in an accident caused by drunken driving in a speeding
car; I realized the pain of that person who would have lost all his family in a
terrorist attack; I realized the pain of the widow who would have lost her
husband in a road rage incident in Delhi just because his car brushed the
assailants car, after all he had newly learnt to drive the car; I realized the
pain of parents who would have lost their kids in the Nithari murders; I
realized the pain of the mother who lost her son because the blueline bus
driver was in a hurry to overtake her son’s bike; I realized the pain you get
when you lose everything and you had done nothing to deserve it, it wasn’t even
your mistake that made you pay for it.
I shouted – WHY ME???
At that moment my inner voice told me – WHY NOT YOU?
When we achieve something good in life, we say thank you
God, its all given by you only. So why not now, accept everything as a God’s
gift. A phrase from Guru Granth Sahib says, “Keti Dukh Bukh Sad Maar, Eh Bhi Daat
Teri Dataar” – So many feel the pain of sadness and hunger…all these givings are also by you only My
Lord. If you have trust in God, trust him fully. Either he will catch you when
you fall, or teach you how to fly.
So I am back on my feet…life has given me a challenge and I
need to accept it and show life that I am tough!
Since I am in an open ground and have no directions to
follow, I decide to move in the direction where the OA had appeared; probably
that is God’s way! The weather is a bit hot, I take off my pullover. One shirt
and jeans would be enough for me. The air is clean, light breeze blowing, sun
hiding behind the clouds. Could not see anything for a long long distance.
Don’t know what time is it. I was hoping to meet the other survivors from
Earth, believing that whatever OA said, is true. But this planet must be huge
and I don’t know where am I and on which continent. Hope of meeting them any
soon just faded away, God would not have planned it all so easy.
Is it actually tree? Does Nibiru also has trees like earth? Could it be a speaking tree? Cautiously I move towards it and then...

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